No one knew.
I didn't want anyone to know.
When it was light outside, it was still dark to me
I cried
Day
After
Day
After
Day
For months.
For 9 months.
Panic Attacks constantly. "What if's" racing through my mind.
What if
What if
They told me take deep breaths. But with every breath the lump got bigger and the tears came faster.
The Panic surrounded me.
It surrounded me like wolves surround a sheep before slaughter
It closed in on me like the night
Funny thing about night.
It ends.
"It closed in on me like the night. Funny thing about night. It ends." #stolen
ReplyDeleteI love how this starts out sad but then you give hope towards the end!
I know I'm commenting on all of your posts but this is really the first time I've seen your blog and every single post is hitting me so hard. This is AMAZING. It resonates with me so much.
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