Playlist #4u (For You)

1) Crushin' it // Brad Paisley  

2) History // One Direction

3) You're Beautiful // James Blunt

4) Marvin Gaye // Charlie Puth ft. Meghan Trainor

5) Take me Away // Lifehouse

6)  Lucky // Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

7) End of the Day // One Direction

8) If I were a boy // Beyonce ft. R. Kelly

9) Steal my Girl // One Direction

10) Nothing Compares to You // Sinead O' Connor

11) Oh my Goodness // Spawnbreezy

12) Lose it // Oh Wonder

13) Thinking Out Loud // Ed Sheeran

14) Stolen Dance // Milky Chance

15) Better Together // Jack Johnson

16) You and I // One Direction

17) Beautiful // Akon

18) Year 3000 // Jonas Brothers

19) Kiss me // Ed Sheeran

20) When you look me in the Eyes // Jonas Brothers

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Thump thump.. thump thump.... (skip) thump thump. 

It happens every time. wow.. everytime.. 

You are astonishing

not hot

not beautiful

Astonishing.  

the way your hair flows down your back.

the way you smile and laugh and the way your eyes sparkle. Wow.... wow. 

The way you make me long. long to be with you when youre not around. 

And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.

This finally makes sense to me. Bruno Mars mustve known you too.

thump thump.... thump thump... (skip) thump thump.  

I lose my breath.

Its habit now.. 

my body knows that when it can no longer breathe..

It must be because you just walked into the room, 

because you literally take my breath away. 

The sun shines a little brighter, the grass is a little greener

whenever i am with you

Astonishing. that is what you are.

thump thump (skip) thump thump..

Dreamland

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plUgn_FC0sk

Dreams are a place where everyone go

Just to get away even if for a moment or so

When lifes got you down and you just quite can't bare

The pains and the challenges in all your affairs

Just lay your head down and allow yourself

to head off to dreamland and perhaps meet an elf

Or be a knight and slay the ghastly dragon

And carry the girl off in your little ole wagon

Oh just remember that when that girl squeals

"Oh I love you! Won't you just kneel?"

Its simply not real... you're not in reality

You're simply taking a break from normality.

How to Kiss

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSpJQlBJCzA

I ain't never scared

I'm afraid of lions. and tigers. and bears. 

I'm most definitely afraid of heights. i'm afraid of my dad

i'm afraid of drowning.

IM AFRAID OF NOT LIVING UP TO EXPECTATIONS

I'm afraid of miley and lady gaga and Coroline's mom with the button eyes.

I'm afraid of the librarian

I'm afraid of What ifs... I'm afraid of what ifs

I'm afraid to be courageous

I'm afraid i won't be able to support a family.

I'm scared i won't be a good missionary

I'm afraid of the Old Hag from Fablehaven

I'm afraid of not living up to expectations. 

Survive vs alive

Alive...

I don't want to just survive. I want to live

living is surviving but surviving is NOT living

living is enjoying, taking it in because you know that you won't get another Sunday November 7, 2015

 i don't want to just survive. i want to live,

I walk around and see people surviving? why...

why continue to doggy paddle when a breast stroke is so much more free.

To see in black and white, when you could see in color.

To walk when you can fly

Life is full of hard things.. it always has been and it always will be

But no one ever great has ever just survived.. They lived.

I don't want to just survive, I want to live